reevaluating... maybe

maybe i want a family, a marriage. maybe it's not so unfeasible to assume that total and utter devotion is plausible. erg. it freaks me out to even think about the indefinite.

i ran into an old friend and we spoke of possibilities. not our's, but other people's.

ok. well, maybe our's. shhh!!! (it's not true!!!!!)

strange how old friends bring out the best in you. he made me smile again.

note to self: when you crash at a dude friend's house due to drunken drunkenness, do NOT have sober sex with him in the morning. EVER. especially after ending a fairly emotionally abusive relationship. ha. that's a weird, weird, totally fucking strange, story. don't ask.

fine.

i'll give you a quote from the experience:
ME: "who wants a mustache ride?"
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i don't think i mentioned that the study abroad program offered to send me to any bioarchaeology site i ever desired to work on as well as to study at the university of cairo. this was a few months ago. today my adviser asked if i want to spend a semester at bournemouth university in england. the overwhelming nausea fell over me again and she said i went white. hah. i'm such a sucker for academics.

a received a letter from anther one of my fellow scholarly females which she stated: "over-educated = under-sexed". hmmm. i think there's something on postsecret.com about this... (i.e. may 5, 2008)