how am i supposed to feel?

however the fuck i want to feel.

• what if he's lying to me? i don't think he would lie.

• am i being manipulated? i kind of feel like it. but i don't think he would try that.

• but would he? i think that would be in his best interest since he's traveling all the time.

• should i give a shit? i don't know. i still love him.

i feel like i'm opposing every women's lib movement by not telling him to fuck off and die. agggghhhh. i'm so confused.

new mantra: "men are assholes. eat more bush."

but this video is awesome! DIY biosphere:






oh god. i want to vomit.