less crazy. possibly more productive?

motivation has been hard to come by. it's becoming harder to get out of bed and fall asleep. i don't want to get out of the shower. sadness ebbs over me; when the waves fall back, however, the thoughts remain constant. i'm debating on visiting the health center. i don't want to call it depression, but that might be what it is. i wish that i could let myself talk to other people, and not have them think i'm crazy.

• bat is in cullowhee ready for defleshing
• finish drawing canines
• start drawing premolars
• print out class notes
• print out bones pictures
• transfer info from floppy discs to usb drive
• visit bookstore for hardware
• check out photography class for summer
  
• eat
  
• grow a spine